by ida sakura
The younger son says " I think you're such kind of man..."
The older son says " What do you mean ?"
The younger son says " I mean... you love our mom more than I do, don't you ? "
The older son says " Uh ? "
The younger son says " Well, I've thought this way always...
To her, you're first son, & she seemed to
love you more than me.., & you also seemed to be attached to her, more than others...
so I 've thought you love her more than anybody, recognizing her as more ideal woman than anybody else, in this world..."
The older son says " ..But that doesn't mean I emit my nose blood, seeing our mom's lingerie !! "
The younger son says " You would do,
Anybody gets excited at seeing ideal woman for them..."
The older son says " To what extent, you think you can jest me ..!
As long as you say anybody gets excited at it, on the condition, you also have the possibility to emit your nose blood,
seeing our mom's lingerie ! "
The younger son says " No, I don't.."
The older son says " Why can you say you don't ..?"
The younger son says " Well, surely... our mom is smart, & beautiful...but to me, she's rather oldster umpire, than the object
to love as the opposite sex,
I 'm kind of a man that should be interested in the same year's young girl's lingerie, not in the oldster umpire's lingerie ..
So I hand over the right to pick up the lingerie left on the garden, to you of the adorer to our mom..
It's her lingerie of miserable, that had no choice but to be left on the garden, to investigate the real intention of our dad..,
which was never picked up by our dad...
It's only you, bro that pick it up, to comfort our mom indirectly
...Only you of the adorer to our mom...
Only on the condition, her lingerie would be delighted to be picked up..."
The older son keeps silent for a while & thinks something,
In due course, he says.
"Well, Alright, I have a tender heart.
Moreover, she's one of the most ideal women to me, in this world,
I'm in a way, the adorer to her,
I admit it.
So it would be good experience to me to emit my nose blood, seeing her lingerie, face to face..occasionally..
& You're not mature enough to become fully the adorer to our mom, now..
not mature enough to declare you're the adorer to her, majestically.."
The younger son says " Right...I'm not so mature enough as you, now..
That's why I handed over the honor to you, readily. "
They look at each other &smile.
( This is fiction story )
by ida sakura
The older son says " Hey! bro, you didn't pick up our mom's lingerie, left on the garden ! "
The younger son says " Lingerie ?!?! Is it the one that you just now ordered me to pick up, saying it's towel ?!?
No... I haven't taken in it yet..."
The older son says " Don't say , when you got closer to it, you found it's not towel but it's our mom's lingerie,
that was left on the garden, & you didn't take it in.."
The younger son says " Right, it's exactly right...
Because I found out it's not towel, so I didn't take it in.
Because you, bro asked to me to take in the towel left on the garden,
& you didn't say to me at all to pick up any ligeries of our mom's...
The older son keeps silent "Well...Can't you notice that this is not the occasion that you should carry out
only the thing that I asked you to do ??!!
It's our mom's ligerie !
It's our mom's lingerie left on the garden!
You've left as it is forever, without taking it in, It's what shouldn't be done ! "
The younger son says " You could say so,
but why you don't fetch it for taking it in, for me ??!!
Bro, you should fetch it first, earlier than me, because you noticed it earlier than me.."
The older son says " Because I ..of course...I noticed that our mom's lingerie was left on the garden,
earlier than you, but it's our mom's...it's our mom's ...& I thought our dad had to take it in.
But unfortunately, our dad refused to take it in,
Our dad that we've respected as capable doctor, refused to take in the ligerie of our mom's left on the garden...
So I was astonished so much to see that....our dad's sudden change, so that I ran to the telephone to talk about it,
to my girl friend, right away as soon as I saw it,
& I that was about to run to the telephone to talk about it, upstairs, couldn't take it in ,
so I asked you to take it in for me !
Can't you understand it ?! "
The younger son says " Bro, you shouldn't have asked me to fetch the towel, left on the garden.."
The older son says " Why ?!??!"
The younger son says " Because ...
Can't you understand the feeling of mine when I found the thing I'd thought as towel, for picking up,
was tunred out not to be the towel ??!! "
The older son says " No..."
The younger son says " I found that the thing that I'd thought as towel for picking up,
was actually, our mom's lingerie left on the garden,
I would become useless, when I emit my nose blood, seeing our mom's lingerie, left on the garden,
I don't want such life,
so I darely choosed to leave it as it was, left on the garden "
The older son surprised "" What ?!?!
You noticed it's our mom's lingerie left on the garden, neverthless, you choosed to leave it as it was.."
The younger son says " Of course, I don't want to tell my girl friend any stories of me being shameful, that I actually emitted
my nose blood, seeing our mom's lingerie left on the garden !
Bro.. I .. don't want to choose such risky way , talking such shameful story about me to my girl friend, & she hates me,
so I didn't take in my mom's lingerie left on the garden.
Bro, in fact, you also got worried about such shameful condition, & you intentionally, didn't take it in, didn't you ?!
& you pressed such shameful work to me..."
The older son says " No ..No... No..
What are you talking about ?!?!
You think me such innocent boy that emit my nose blood, seeing our mom's lingerie, left on the garden, face to face !? "
( This is fiction story )
Table for reservation
by ida sakura
(next to no.28)
Jack says " Shone, we met the result just now that was not contrary at all to what I told you today "
Jack lashes out against Shone that was got himself into a bad fix.
Jack says " Shone, you first gave impossible suspicion againt me,
You witnessed that I was quarreling with this restaurant's owner, John, &
his wife , Mara, beforehand,
& you affronted me , by saying that there must be a fact of a relationship between Mara & me,
John that knew the fact, was quarreling with me at the kitchen,
& you said that I wrote intentionally, the love letter to Mara , with the signature that inpersonated your handwriting,,
& I tried to lay snare at you, to make everyone believe that it's you, Shone that actually brought this ring here, not me,
for me to make fun of you, inducing you to be mocked intentionally, in front of everyone,
&, you said that if I do it, automatically, I can make you induced to be mocked in front of everyone,
as fool husband that also mocks your wife, Sylvia, without scruple, as a really fool husband that gave Jone's wife, such a terrible thing,
a ring to his wife,in front of everyone, as a shame,
You insisted that it's me that contrived it !
What a fool man you are !!!
You've treated me as a villain in front of everyone, like that !
but you finally proved in front of everyone , that it's you, yourself that attempted this plot of this ring !!
I've told you from the beginning that what I brought here as a present, is the dry flower, of dandelion,
When I told you so, is before Lucy opened , unsealed it in front of everyone!
& as a very obvious fact, there is the properly the existence of dry flower of dandelion, in front of everyone !!
You should know that it means !!
It means that I don't live at all !
It means that
what I declared in front of everyone as what I brought here as a present,
& what exists here as a present as a obvious fact , are coincidence!!
How about you ! compared with me !
You declared that what you brought here as a present was fountain pen ,
but as a obvious fact there's no fountain pen here at all!!
You brought the ring as a present here,
you made use of the convinience to you, that there's no unsealing of the persent in front of everyone,
you lied that it's fountain pen, as if it's true,
& you said that it's my laying snare at you, that the present of the ring with the loveletter , came out in front of everyone !
but when it came to the event, that before unsealing each present, everyone had to declare what they brought here as a present in front of everyone,
for making sure what they declared as what they brought here as a present, before unsealing the present, & what was actuallly unsealed was coincidence,
your plot was revealed as collapse right away !
You lied that what you brought here as a present was a fountain pen, though it's actually the ring with the loveletter ,
& you insuleted me in front of everyone, by saying it's my scare at you, bringing the present of the ring with the loveletter with your handwriting,
envying the relationship of the past, between you & Mara, for excepting your name from the list of candidates as lover for Mara, committing such a crime of the plot of the meanness,
but such your plot of meanness was revealed at last in front of everyone !!
because , the fact that it's you, Shone , yourself that actually brought here the ring with the love letter with the handwriting of yours,
as a present, was revealed !
What an ill-advised person you are !
You should know what an ill-advised person you are, by youself !! "
Shone says " It's not me ! Belive me! It's not me !
I really believed then ....that you brought the present of the ring with the love letter with the handwriting of mine, copying it, & you were persuading everyone ,
so hard....with the harangueing ,as if it's me that brought the persent here,
to make everyone belive it's me that did it to trap you,
I told you that way, just because I belived that the suspect is you !
As long as you trap me intentionally that way , feigning that it's me that tried to trap everyone,
you can make me induced to be mokced in front of everyone & in front of his wife,own as a fool husband that gives the ring of the present with the love letter of his,
to another man's wife, for mocking his own wife, in front of everyone,
I just belived completely that it's what you that care Mara, plotted,
for excepting me from the list of candidates as lover for Mara, for celebrating the plot 's success, with the pleasure,
That's why I just told you that way then !
It's not because of my having tried to hide that it's me that plotted it,
Believe me, belive me ! "
Jack says " You should know it's impossible for me to believe so !
As long as you insist that way, then explain properly the reason ,for why there's no fountain pen here !!
Explain the reason for why there's no fountain pen here, of what you insisted you bought here !"
Shone says " Because ...because it's what I don't know at all...
I rather want to ask you why... "
Jack says " You say you rather want to ask me why..?!?!
What are you talking about !!
What are you dissembling !!
As long as you cannot explain the reason for why there's no fountain pen here, of what you insisted you brought here,
it just means that though you brought here the present of the ring, with the love lotter to Mara, with the handwriting of yours,
as last,you put on an act , right before you give it to your wife, Sylvia, in front of everyone,
being afraid of your wife suddenly !!
You put on an act, feigning that you brought here the fountain pen, from the beginning ! "
Shone says " No! I already told you it's not right!
Because I knew from the beginning that it's the fountain pen that I brought here as a present,
& because I knew from the beginnin that it's not the ring of the present to Mara,
that's why I told you the suspect that plotted it, was you, out of your spite against me!
Because I knew from the beginning that the suspect was not me,
I told you it's your allusion to me , that had the rumor with Mara, as a relationship, in my past !
Because I knew the suspect that brought the ring of the present was not me, from the beginning,
because I knew it !
I told you put on an act ! "
( This is fiction story )
Table for reservation
by ida sakura
(next to no.27)
Terry says " Catherine said to me "" Just for the fun for later... I don't want to tell what exactly the content of the present is now,
cuz we probably are supposed to exchange the presents later...but I tell you now a bit , it's a kitchen goods..."
Rina says " It's almost the same thing with what she talked to us when we first met her, isn't it ? Willy ?
When we first met Catherine, in front of this restaurant, she probably said to us "" What I brought here is a cup .."", didn't she ??
Willy, you must remember it ? "
Willy says with his arms crossed, " Let me see..
as long as I remember, I don't remeber that she said "" I brought here a cup..""
Rina says " Uh ? Don't you remember it ? She surely said so.. She surely said to us that she brought a cup ,
Why don't you remember it ??!! You're an inconceivable detective..."
Willy says " My brain is ..in short... is consited of what I like...
Wine ,...scotch whiskey...& pickles..., I have such kind of detailed datum in my brain all the time, fully..but I don't remember what doesn't matter,to the utmost.."
Rina says " It's not what doesn't matter at all!! Because there's no Catherine here now, & because we cannot ask her what she brought here actually,
making sure if the content that she talked to us about what she brought here, & what Terry declares now are the same,is very important for us.
What doesn't matter now is rather your matter of wine, scotch whiskey or pickles.."
Willy says " No...
I face almost everyday, wine or scotch whiskey, or pickles.. but on the point of frequency, the matter of what Catherine brought here,
or ...in the case if it's a cup, as you say, whether I have to face the cup everyday, is very less for me to face,
so I cram the matter of wine , or scotch whiskey , or pickles into my brain, everyday, & I don't cram the matter of the cup into my brain at all..."
Rina says " I ask you no more .. Willy...then
What I decide to ask you now is only one thing...
Would you please just keep quiet now ?
Well, Terry..when we first met Catherine, she surely said what she brought here is a cup..., I remember so..
though lukewarm Willy doesn't remember it at all like this now...
& I don't think that sincere Chatherine would lie.. so what she brought here must be a cup as a near guess..
Terry, thank you for your cooperation..
& next, Jack please... Jack, what did you bring here ? "
Jack says " I brought here the dry flower "
Rina says " I see...it's the dry flower..It's nice..
I think it's brilliant on the point that it doesn't wither, enduring even without any water.."
Willy says " Jack ...you remain as clock watcher as ever...just like me...
Once we buy dry flower, it doesn't wither forever , enduring even without any water, it's quite running on the cheap...
If we put the same dry flower that we once gave to others, into the new bag as new present, we don't have to buy any present any more,
it's quite running on the cheap "
Rina says " Willy, what are you talking about ?! We cannot put the same dry flower that we once gave to others, into the new bag as new present,
as very obvious fact, can we ? The person who hit such a clock watcher's idea, is only you in this world, It's really rude comment of yours against Jack.."
Willy says " I wonder if it's spoiled idea...I think it's quite nice idea.."
Rina says " Well, Jack..would you please tell me what kind of dry flower it is..? "
Jack says " It's dandelion.."
Rina says " I see..it's dry flower of dandelion...Thank you for your cooperation.. I understand it very well.
Next, Lucy... What did you bring here..? "
Lucy says " What I brought here is a book of cooking,
Cooking book will be useful to anyone, when it reaches any hands,
In case, it reaches the expert cook, Mara, I chose the one that such expert can enjoy fully...
There are many daring recipes written in the book, I thought it would be also useful to her new plan for menu at the restaurant..."
Rina says " It's also a nice present. I even think I want it, too "
Lucy smiles & says " I see, then even if it doesn't reach you, I would teach you some...
I think if you cook something for your mate, Willy that you've got along so friendly all the time...he would be pleased about it..."
Rina says " My mate that I 've got along so friendly ?!?! You say Me & Willy ?!?!
No kidding ! If there was no business relationship of senior partner, & junior partner,between him & me, I wouldn't
conduct with him now...
Our relationship is the one of very suspicious that we almost don't know which the senior partner is , & which the junior partner is...
I sometimes even doubt if he inherits the legitimate blood of my ex-dad's, as capable detective..
The fate of our detective office falls on him,mostly...but I sometimes doubt if I should let him gain the initiative of our detective office...
It's like the jinx to me that I have the relationship of half-brother with him, on my fate..
It's like an undesirable but inseparable relation...
I even start to regret it now...
No kidding that it would be better to me to cook for him, in any case..."
Lucy smiles & says " Are you sure ? You & he seem to be a very nice duo...to me..
You & he seem to get along very very well, to me.., at least to me.."
Rina says " No way ..!
If he hears you say that he & I seem to be a very nice duo..
he necessarily gets conceited..
He's that kind of man.. this man...the detective called Willy..."
Willy says " I 've got conceited already...because I've heard that she said they are a very nice duo, already .."
Rina says " See ?? It's exactly the same with what I said ??
Anyway, Lucy ,Thank you for your cooperation..
Next, Mara, What did you bring here ? "
Mara says " It's a cup.."
Rina says " I see, it's the same with Catherine's "
Mara says " It sounds so..."
Rina says " What kind of cup it is ? "
Mara says " It's coffee cup...of very ordinary.."
Rina says " I see...Just for making sure..Would you please tell me the feature of it ?
Because there's no Catherine here now, so for distinguishing it from the one of Catherine's , please tell me the feature of yours..."
Mara says " Alright, It's the one with..on the side, roundish handle of semilunar, of very ordinary..
the column as container, Color is white...very simple design..of very ordinary cup.."
Willy says "You dared to choose the simple one without any decoration, as present,
It's as if it's the same with the beauty of yours, that can glitter even without wearing any glittering jewels,
To add to your beauty of your bare condition, if you wear some jewels, you shine too excessively, & I cannot gaze at you directly out of the excessive shining of yours.."
Mara says " You're good at flattering .."
Willy says " No, it's not flattering at all. It's just truth.."
Mara smiles &says " Truth ?? Oh, thank you...
But Willy.. You have to tell such kind of compliment to your mate, Rina, sometimes,
Rina is the woman to whom you want to tell such kind of compliment most, isn't she ?? "
Willy says " Non Non Non ..
I'm a gentle man..
I'm a genuine born & bred gentle man in all my born days...as a man of good breeding..with pedigree..
& I cannot tell any comments of compliment to Rina, that is the same comment that I said to you..
It means I tell a lie to her, in the end..."
Rina says " What did you say ?! You said you're a genuine born & bred gentle man in all my born days...as a man of good breeding..with pedigree..?!?!
You're just a half brother for me, with the same dad, but whose mother is different from mine..
We 're all part of the same kind,
neverthless, you said you're a born & bred gentle man as lie..You,lukewarm..."
Mara giggles.
Rina says " Mara, anyway thank you for your cooperation,
This man called Willy.. tend to become a man of pleasant address to any beautuful women,
& Be careful about it, He's a kind of security risk..Use caution toward him.."
Mara smiles & says " Alright, I use caution toward him.. especially for you, Rina...Thank you for your advice..."
Rina says " You're welcome,
Next John, What did you bring here ? "
John says " I brought here a small flower vase. "
Rina says " I see,
There're several flowers decorated at his restaurant, pink daisys are such a beauty here..
You brought some flowers for her today..
I think you care her so much, it's a plesant attitude to me..
Your wife loves flowers..& you that love her from the bottom of your heart,
also can understand the heart of your wife's that loves flowers..
& you think you want to distribute the pleasure even to others, choosing the flower vase,
John , it's very nice choice of yours, I think.
I want to have a boy friend who can give me such kind of very intelligent behavior,someday. "
Willy says " I think you wouldn't have such kind of man till you become a grand mother,
You're the kind of woman that can have a nice boy friend when you become a grand mother of very discreet. "
Some giggle.
Rina says " You, indeed ,rude Willy.."
Willy claps his hands & says " Alright, everyone ,let's open the present all the rest of the presents, from now on.
& we can find out right away who is the one that brought here the present, different from the one that he or she declared just now,"
Rina says " Wait! Willy. That cool line was what I was supposed to say to everyone, at this stage,
What for, do you think I've had everyone declare one by one, taking the reins of all the guets..all the way ?!?!
It's for me to profess that cool line !
Neverthless, why did you deprive me of that cool line !!
Only loafer , detective you,deprived me of the best climax at this stage ! Stop it! "
Willy says " Right... I'm just the man that deprives anything of the best climax .
You say, please stop , but it's too late, because I said the cool line just now, beforehand "
Rina says " Inconceivable man....such a impudent man.. of this man...."
Some giggle.
Only Shone has put on the, awkward pale face expression all the way, with the present of the ring unsealed in front of all the guests,on ahead ,
which is the very inconvenient ring to him, by his wife, Sylvia's unsealing it with her very quick tool to unseal it,
but at next flash, everybody comes to gaze at each other's face, astonished, in the end.
Because there's no discord between the content of the present, that each has declared, & the one remaining on each table,
except for one thing..
only one thing...
Willy says " Mine is John's small flower vase. "
Rina says " Mine is Sylvia 's scarf. "
Shone says " Mine is a photo frame "
Jack says " Mine is Terry's small plant pot "
Lucy says " MIne is Jack's dry flower "
Mara says " Mine is a photo frame "
John says " Mine is a cup "
Terry's opening the present of Catherine's together with his, & says
" Mine is a cup, & Catherine's is a cooking book ."
All the guests rustle
Except for one, the rest start to say
" After all, the suspect is Shone !
He told us a lie that he brought a fountain pen !!There's no fountain pen, here ! "
" Oh my god ! It's very obvious taht Shone deceived us ! lying !! No fountain pen of his ! "
Shone's wife, Sylvia says, holding the box for the ring, " Shone...After all, you did bring this ring ...!
Neverthless, you told us a lie that you didn't bring it,making me a spectacle for everyone !! making fun of me !!
What a terrible person you are ..! "
Shone 's face gets much more paler & says " No...No...it's not me...
I just brought here a fountain pen..
Something is absurd,
It's just something really absurd occurs here now..
It's not because of my trick...
There's another suspect here, necessarily..
Please, everyone, believe me..."
Shone's pale face expression stands for his getting disturbed excessively..
Why Shone has to get disturbed so excessively, to this extent..
everybody there seems not to know the reason for it, at all...
( This is fiction story )
Table for reservation
by ida sakura
(next to no.26) ( If you want to read no.26,
push the button of left column on this page, called View All Archieves,
under the calender part. and push 2010, and push June 22, and see the most below part,
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Rina said " So Willy, please stop it...
There must be more reasonable other ways for making the suspect,confess ""It's the ring I bought ""
, other than the way to tickle flank of each body of the guests, making them feel tickle enough to confess
"" I did it "" that you hit as idea.. ?
the idea by that you can make all the guests here contented with,
& the idea by that you can make all the guests's impatient feelings cleared,...
Of course, some must have realized it,already..
but it's also the thing not so easy to be uttered....
because if we try the reasonable idea, we can find out who the liar in all is, very soon...
It will be revealed necessarily, who bought the ring actually, but who keeps pretending that he or she didn't buy it,
so some must hesitate to propose the reasonable idea to find out who the suspect is..
Anybody doesn't want to think the one of all the friends, that we 've believed are real friends, is an arrant liar,
Some must be reluctant to try such a reasonable idea that can necessarily reveal who an arrant liar is in all of us, as the way to find the suspect,
wavering to utter it loudly in front of us...
but it's what we need most...as inevitable thing...
Willy, of course,you must know it..
I want you to tell us the alternative, reasonable way, by your mouth, not by my mouth,
just like stunning detective. You're mainstay of our detective office, so I want you to do it in front of all the guests here. "
Willy says " Sorry...sorry... It's by bad joke that I said "" If I tickle each flank of the guests,one by one,
someone will necessarily confess "" I did it "" as the suspect, I won't say such a bad joke any more.
I just now realized that keeping tickling each flank of the guests for finding who the susect that bought the ring in all,is,
probably at the final round, if someone tickles my flank of my body, I will confess "" I did it "" & it's gonna be arresting the wrong person.
It's adding to my shame when I find I'm arrested as the arresting the wrong person, with the scheme of tickling each flank of the guests, to make the
suspect confess "" I did it ""
Ok, I'm about to become earnest fron now on, Listen everyone. There's surely the way to find out who bought the ring, actually
Just ask one by one what he or she bought actually, & second, ask one by one to open each present & we will find out necessarily the present that we
bought in all,
At all hands but one, the present that each bought will necessarily appear,
but at one hand, the present that he or she said "I bought it "" won't appear,only to confess there's no present I said I bought it,
& the one will be the real suspect that has been tricking us, keeping it a secret that he or she actually bought the ring,
though he or she actually bought it,
In short, say everybody, one by one what the present that you bought is, & open each present,later,
and we can find out who lies,
That is , we can find out who actually bought the ring, but who pretends now that he or she didn't buy it "
The guests put on the face expression as relief, as if they think "" That's a good idea""
Willy smiles & says " First , it's my turn..
I bought photo frames,
I bought two photo frames beforehand, & today, suddenly Rina was arranged to come here, I gave one of them to her, as the present for exchanging here,
That is, the photo frame that I had is also the same present with Rina's .."
Rina says " Is it a photo frame ? It's stapled, I couldn't see what 's in it, covered with the white plastic bag,
& you didn't tell me what 's inside, saying it's a secret, Willy, you bought two of them beforehand,Why two ?"
Willy says " Well, I was anticipating that the lady that I will encort to, would appear in front of me...
but the lot didn't fall on me, cuz it turned out to be you.."
Rina says " What !?! You, rude !!
If you hadn't found anyone to escort to, other than me, all you can do, is ...you would come here alone.."
Willy says " Better coming here alone, than with you...
In that case, all I should do is just submitting in, the presents of two, as the one, here..for exchanging .."
Rina says "Clock watcher, you wouldn't choose to do so..
You rather would bring the one of them here, & keep the rest one, at home for using it only for the use of yours..
like adorning your picture that is alone without any girl friends, with the photo frame , at home..."
Willy says " I'm a narcissist & I've been thinking I'm cool all the way.., so I welcome that kind of situation...
There 's no other men in this world as me that is such a cool man, as appearance, also with the charactor to be loved by anybody, also with the ability of discernment, as detective,
I'm the man that is worthwhile the name of narcissist ,sufficiently.."
Willy puts out the handkerchief , out of his pocket on his chest & waves it.
Rina ignores Willy of hopeless, talks to Shone
" Shone, you said just now, what you bought , &brought here, was not the ring but the fountain pen,didn't you ?"
"Right. "
" Alright, & Did you know what the present you wife bought was ? "
" I didn't know it, I bought the present seperately..
I could imagine easily that the exchange of the presents would occur in the party,
when my wife told me that she was asked by Mara, to staple each present, covered with the white plastic bag so that
we can't find out what's inside... & we went to buy it seperately..,we've been keeping it a secret about what's inside,
just for fun for later.."
" I see... then Sylvia, what 's the content of the present you brought here ?"
" It's a scarf.."
" I see "
" I've been thinking there's no other woman that is so graceful, beautiful, in this world, that the scarf, looks good on , being dressed in it,exquisitely as Mara.."
" She surely is .., She is the beauty as the jewel, even from the point of view of me, woman.."
" Yes..., I've known her since she started her career as model..that she's good at treating scarves...
She could wear a scarf with many ways..deftly..Yes, she 's been not only the beauty as appearance but also,
clever as intelligence...,
So I thought the scarf would be the best present for such her..
thinking any scarves would be delighted to know they would be wrapped by her on her body.."
Rina says " I agree.."
Willy intercepts the conversation " I see...well, then Terry..how about you ?? "
Rina says " Don't you know he already said it ?!?! He already said it's a small pot plant...
Terry said so, already, Don't you know it ?!?! Didn't you hear it at all ??!!
You are not worthwhile the detective of great discernment...You're just spoony detective.."
Willy says " There's the proverb, that says the stake that is outstanding can be rammed..
Like me..with great appearance...with the ability of great discernment as detective..
is easy to bear the brunt of criticism...
like this now...but clever me, didn't miss the utterance that you of insensitive assistant, said to me just now..decently..
^
Right..it's surely is the small plant pot that Terry bought here... It's the very best small plant pot that he brought here..."
Rina cries " What !!
Why you only repeated the utterance I said , like a parrot !!?? putting on airs as great detective ?!?!
You, spoony .."
Willy says " Putting on airs as great detective ?!?! No, no.. I didn't put on airs at all..
I just affirm I am..."
Rina ways " No!! What I say is ...why you missed the utterance that Terry said "" What I bought here was
a small pot plant"" as long as you affirm you're detective of discernment ?!?!
I say it's not what the great detective of discernment does !!
You missed it completely, & you just repeated the word that I said just now as parrot !!
You just said "" What Terry brought here was a small plant pot "" as parrotting what I told you !! "
Willy says " Well....sorry...
Only...when Terry said to me first " What I brought here was a small plant pot ""..
I slightly heard it...cuz I' m the great detective of discernment..
You know such great detective of me cannot miss it ??
but you just now happened to say "" What Terry brought here was a small plant pot ""
before I say so..
& I handed over luster to you..
It's surely as such..."
Rina says " I hate you!! You behave as if you're a remiss detective !! So see the all of the guests here !!
Their faces fell with the anxiety..
Because you made the easy mistake , missing the word of Terry's that said "" What I brought here was
a small plant pot " & everyone here think you're not the great detective of discernment at all,
putting on face expression of anxiety, dubiously..
If you keep behaving as such, our detective office will collapse!! "
Willy puts on a serious look & says to Terry
" Terry, you said before what you brought here was a small pot plant,
& you had been facing Catherine on the same table,, since you came here,
you must have talked with her, as some chats ...
Did she tell you anything ? about the content of the presnet that she brought here..??"
( This is fiction story )
飯田さくら著
精神科医の妻は言う ”、、私だって、精神科医なのよ、、、
この精神病の患者が、、、病と向き合うために、マイペースで生きなくてはいけないこと
あなたから、 わざわざ教えてもらわなくても、 そんなことよく分かっているわ、、
あなたは それを 承知のはずよ、、、
なのにあなたは、彼女とあなたの仲を 少しでも 正当化しようとして、、 一生懸命
彼女の ひたむきさを、 アピールしようとしてるのよ、、
正妻の私を さしおいて、、、
自分と、 自分の患者である、 ガールフレンドとの関係を 正当化するために、 必死
むきあう ひたむきさを アピールしたとこで、 それが 正妻以外の 女と つきあう
大間違いよ、、、
私は あなたが、 彼女と 自分の仲を 正当化するために、 必死で、彼女の病と向き
精神科医は 言う ” 、、そんなんじゃないんだ、、
そんなことの ために、 俺は、 彼女の 病と 向き合う 姿を、、
マイペースで、 ひたむきな 彼女の 姿を、 君に 説明しようとしてるわけじゃない
俺は ただ、、、ただね、、”
”ききたくないわ、、、 ききたくないのよ、、 あなたの 言い訳なんて 何一つ、
”ちがうんだ、、 これは 俺の 言い訳なんかじゃないんだ、、
いいから 聞きなさい、、、 いいから 聞くんだ、、、”
”聞きたくないって言ったわ、、、
あなたが あなたの 患者のことを、、、あなたの ガールフレンドのことを、 ひたむ
いい子だ、、、いい子だ、、、だから 俺は 彼女を 愛しているんだ、、、愛している
より 愛しているんだ、、、なんて いうのを 見たくない、、、”
ーーーーパシッーーーー
精神科医は 妻の頬を 叩いた
精神科医の妻は 頬を 押さえた
”、、、なにするの、、あなた、、、”
精神科医は 動揺した
”、、、す、すまない、、、つい、、つい 手が出てしまって、、
君が、、彼女の 悪口を あまりにも 言うものだから、 、、すまない、、つい、、”
”私、 彼女の 悪口なんて、言ってないわ、、、
私、ただ、、、あなたが、、彼女のことを、、、あまりにも、、弁護しようとするから、
言ったのよ、、 なのに、、どうして、、どうして、、、こんなこと、、、”
”、、、す、 すまない、、 叩くつもりは なかったんだ、、、本当に すまない、、
”、、、あなた、、変わったわ、、、
、、あなた 昔は、 気が弱くて、、 私のことを、、、私の頬を たたくような 人じ
ガールフレンドのことを かばうために、、 正妻である、、この私の頬を たたくなん
あなた、 本当に 変わったわ、、、”
精神科医は 言う
”俺は、 変わってなんて いないよ、、、
今も 昔も 同じ、 ただの男だ、、 ごく普通の男さ、、
ただ、 昔の俺なら、 君の頬 たたいてまで、、、なにか 守るものが
この世に なかっただけさ、、、
そして、、、昔の俺なら、 君の 頬を たたいてまで、、自分の 怒りを 押し通せば
それと ひきかえに、、失うものも、、きちんと 計算できたはずさ、、、
君が それを 口ぞえすれば、、、君の 両親や 親戚からの 評価も、 当然 失うこ
なるだろうと、 そう計算できたはずさ、、、
そういうことが、 俺は とても 怖かった はずなんだ、、
だから、 できなかった はずなんだ、、、
君の頬を たたくだなんて、、、 ひどいこと、、
、、、そういうことを すれば、、、君の両親からの 信用も失い、、、
自分の体面も失い、、君の両親の 資産も 得ることができないと、 俺は、、、
そういうことを 恐れたはずなんだ、、、
でも今は、、、でも今は、、、今の俺には、 正妻の 君以外に、、なにか 守るものが
俺は、 ごくふつうに、、、
自分の 感情の おもむくままに、、ふるまえるように なっただけさ、、
どんな男も、、ごく当たり前のこととして やっているように、、
ただ、 自然のことが、 自然に できるように なっただけさ、、、
俺は 君と 結婚生活を してきた あいだは、、、
ある意味、 自分の 感情を 押し殺して、 優等生を 演じてきただけの 男だったの
今のほうが 俺は よっぽど、 自然体 なのさ、、、
ごく普通の男として、、今の方が 俺は、 よっぽど、 自然体だし、、、リラックスし
いられる 気が するんだ、、、”
精神科医の 妻は 言う ”、、自分の妻を さしおいて、、、
自分の患者である ガールフレンドへの 賞賛を 並べ立てようとして、、、
それを見て 正妻の私が ききたくない！ といったら、、
正妻の 私の 頬をたたいて、、、 それが、、、それが、、、
よっぽど、 自然体の 自分の することだなんて、、、
なにが、、、自然体よ、、、
なにが 自分のあるべき 姿よ、、、
ただの 中年男の、、、世迷いごと、 じゃないの、、、”
”世迷いごと なんかじゃないさ、、、
俺は、、、実は、、彼女と 暮らす事を、、、考えていたりするんだ、、、
心のなかで、 考えていたりするんだ、、
そのほうが、 自分らしい 生活が 送れるんじゃないかって、、
自然体の 生活が 送れるんじゃないかって、、、”
精神科医の妻は 言う
”、、、いやよ、、、そんなのいや、、、
あなたと 結婚して、、、ふたりの息子にめぐまれて、、、
ここまで、、人並みの 幸せを 手に入れて やってきたわ、、、
それを いまさら、、、他人に うばわれるなんて、、、まっぴらよ、、、
私の 幸せを 壊されるなんて まっぴらよ、、！ ”
精神科医は 叫ぶ ”、、俺の幸せが 自然体に 生きることだとしたら、、、君の
幸せは 一体何なんだ、、、！
俺に 愛されてると 錯覚することか！
俺に 愛されていると 幻想を 抱いたまま、 自分を 偽って、
夫に愛されている 理想の妻の像を、 死守することか、、！
君の親の 財産だけが、、君のなかの 最大の価値だと 思って
君と結婚したといっている、 この俺を肯定することか、、、！
君は、 そこまで 自分を 堕落したいのか、、！
自分を おとしめたいのか、、！
だとしたら、、、君の人生において、、君の欲しかったものは、
一体 なんなんだ、、、！
自分より、 若い娘に、、心から 好意を感じている この俺の、、
君の亭主の 幸せを 邪魔することか、、、！
そうやって、 不当な やりかたで、 亭主を がんじがらめにして、、
若い娘よりも、、、
自分に 正妻としての 優越感を 感じたいのか、、！
ええ、どうなんだ、、、
君の人生のおいて、、、君の 欲しかったものは 一体 なんなんだ、、”
精神科医の 妻は 言う”、、、あなたよ、、、
私の人生に おいて、、私の ほしかったものは、、、ずっと あなたよ、、
そして いま 私は、、、あなたの心を もどすために、、
あなたに 一時の 世迷いごとを 忘れてもらいたいの、、、
あなたに、、正気に 戻って欲しいの、、、
ただ、 それだけよ、、、
それだけなのよ、、、
私に 出会ったときに、、私のなかの 最大の 価値が 私の親の財産であると 思った
嘘よ、、
本当は そんなこと 思ってなかったでしょう、、？
私の親の 財産なんて どうでも よくて、、
私自身のことが、 すきだったんでしょう、、？
ねえ そうだったんでしょう、、？
でもあなた いま、、、彼女のことで あたまが いっぱいで、、、
少しでも、はやく、 わたしを捨てて、、、
彼女のところへ 飛んでいきたいがために、、、私と結婚した 理由が あたかも、、、
私の 親の 財産だけが 目当てだったといって、、、嘘を 言って、、、
私に わざと 嫌われるように、 しむけているだけよね、、？
ね、 そうよね、、、？
そういってちょうだい、、、
あなた、、、そういって ちょうだい、、、”
精神科医は しばらく 沈黙してから、 こういった
”いや、 ちがうよ、、それは ちがう、、、
俺は、 君に 嫌われることを 百も 承知なんだよ、、、
君と どうして、 結婚したのかという理由を 含めて、、、
すべての 真実を、、君に うちあけることにおいて、、、
だから、、、君と 結婚した 理由が 君自身を 愛していたという
理由でなく、、、
君の 親の財産を 愛していたという 理由だと いったのは、、
決して、 君に わざと、 嫌われるように、 しむけていった、 嘘なんかじゃない、
まぎれもない 事実だ、、、”
そういうと、 精神科医は、 視線をはずし、 部屋から出て行った
（この小説はフィクションであり、実在する人物、団体名とは、関係ありません）
by ida sakura
The older son says " The construnction of house that my dad will get down to, has a lot of possibility that it's for his new girl friend.
Little did I dream that he of man of integrity would do such a thing , intending to live rest of his life with another woman other than his wife, my mom
in the evening of his life at this point.."
The older son talks with his girl friend on the phone
" After all, your dad intends to do so ..??"
" Right, there's a lot of possibility that he would do so..."
" That's a pity..."
" Contrary to it, my dad doesn't for a moment think it's a pity...
He rather seems to be in high spirits, to me, occasionally...
At least , to me, he seems to be so.."
" In high spirits ??! "
" Right, Though I tried to jest at his having a change of heart,
as reverse, he had room for maneuver to jest back at me.."
" How ??"
" That is...I was just now...talking about my mom's lingerie left on the garden, with him..at dinner...
In more detailed...it's the lingerie that I intentionally fell on the garden beforehand..
He didn't try to fetch it even when he saw it.."
" Just now ? Oh , well , Does it mean this evening ??
So..he must not have noticed it because of dirkness...
he must not have noticed that it's the lingerie of your mom's..that was left on the garden.."
" No...No.... He noticed ...noticed that it's the lingerie of my mom's that was left on the garden, in the evening..
Because he said by himself to me "" It's the lingerie of your mom's that was left on the garden "" then,
but even though he noticed it's my mom's lingerie, he darely, rejected to fetch it, going to the garden.."
" Wasn't your dad tired then ?? "
"It's very very natural that anybody fetches the lingerie of his wife's,
even when they feel tired, isn't it ?
It's merely one mitnute to go to the garden from the dining room..
My dad used to be the last man to do such a thing, all the way, leaving my mom's lingerie as it is...on the garden...
& I think the new girl friend of his , of this time would be the serious existence to him..."
" I see...
Your dad's losing all of his interest in you mom's lingerie stands for his heart's getting away from your mom, a little by little...
Moreover, your dad 's having had room to maneuver to jest back at you,
even when you jested him...How do I say..
it stands for your dad's breaking fresh ground as the frame of his mind,
that he's already imagined his staying with his new girl friend in his mind,
facing her face to face, happily..
Your dad's tentative frame of his mind, that he's already imagined his staying with his new girl friend in his mind,
facing her face to face, happily, makes his heart have room to maneuver...
Anybody has room to maneuver, in their heart, when they feel happy...
That is, your dad, imagining the new future, of breaking fresh ground, of the coming marriage life with
his new girl friend, feeling satisfied happily even as the frame of his mind,
he bahaves so excited,even in front of you, occasionally, without being able to surpress
his state that he 's in high spirits...only with the imagination that he stays with his new girl friend as new life, indulging in flights of fancy..
& he even enjoys it, so sufficiently as to have room to maneuver in his mind, to jest back to you..
It shows that his heart transfers from your mom to his new girl friend.."
" It does..."
" Well, how your dad jested back to you ?"
" He said to me "" You should fetch the lingerie of my mom's left on the garden,
& it makes my value in you that sees it, rise.."
" He said you fetch it ?!?! "
" Right..."
"Your dad jests you even with the way of audacious..
though he looks like quiet man on surface..."
" His new girl friend is young,
That's why his heart also runs riot...
& he must have said such a thing because of it.."
" Young ? How young ?"
" Even about ..30 younger than my mom.."
" I see..."
" Then it means she's about the same age with us.."
" Right..about the same age.."
" Well, your dad is old in years, but young in his heart, because of her,
When old men hang with young girl, they feel they become also young.
Your dad's having said to you "" You should fetch the lingerie of your mom's ,
& in your girl friend that sees it, your value rises. " is like a bad joke..
Yon don't have to bother yourself about it.."
" I don't bother myself about it.."
" Are you sure ? "
" Yes, I'm sure.."
" But, you bothered yourself about it, slightly, didn't you ?
& you called me soon, like this, now, didn't you ? "
" For me to have you comfort me ??
Because I was tormented by my dad's bad joke ?? "
" Well, that's about it.."
" Might be.., Because I welcome anytime any consolations of
cute women's, like you.. "
" Oily, flatterer..."
" I'm sure I'm.. because I'm an actor who earns food with mouth,
If I'm not, I cannot make a living..."
" Hahahaha... OK, I give you consolation,
first about your dad's bad joke, your dad said to you, as excuse for his not wanting to fetch your mom's lingerie left on the garden,
"" You should fetch it, isntead, & in your girl friend that sees it, your value rises. ""
but in me, actually your value's rised enough,
Beccause you're cooler than anybody..
you're cooler than anybody compared to the men that I've hanged out with,
That's why I hang out with you now,
& I call you now like this, or I kiss you often..
So ,when you meet your dad next time, you ' d better to say
to your dad, ""My girl friend said to me that my value in her, has rised enough,
even without my fetching my mom's lingerie left on the garden..""
& about your mom, surely I pity your dad's heart's getting away from her
a little by little, but it's just the matter at the moment..
Nobody knows the ending of love, till they finds it,
I want to think that this unbelievable reality spreading in front of us now,
is just your dad's quirk, & hopes that your dad will bring a change in his state of mind, again,
to come back to your mom, in due course,
If he chooses the choice,
your mom won't feel pitiable..
But..in any case, your dad's romance with his new girl friend, turns out to be the genuine love,
we should celebrate it, anyway, I think so. "
"Your consolation always is accurate & actually can console me, Thank you..
But..but..I found there's one thing that makes me unable to stop laughing at..."
" What is it..?? "
"The line that you said "" When you meet your dad next time, you ' d better to say
to your dad, ""My girl friend said to me that my value in her, has rised enough,
even without my fetching my mom's lingerie left on the garden..""
is to me that was tormented by my dad's bad joke, of course, very good concolation, & very good advice...
but what makes me unable to stop laughing at about it..is ,
the part of ""even without my fetching my mom's lingerie left on the garden..""
On the condition that in the end, I don't fetch my mom's lingerie left on the garden,
on the condition that in the end, my dad refuses to fetch it.
the last recourse to me, is my younger brother, whom I said to "" Please take in the towel left on the garden,instead of me ""
If my younger brother says to me "" Bro, It's not the towel that I found was left on the garden,
but it's my mom's lingerie, so I didn't take in it, at last,
because what you asked me to do is fetching the towel, not her lingerie ""
& her lingerie will forever be left on the garden,as spectacle, won't it ? "
" Hahahahha ..it's bad joke. You really bother yourself about the relationship between
your dad & your mom ?! Don't you enjoy it ?!?!
Your being for a giggle, light-minded, is bad habit of yours..."
" What I bother myself about is ..surely...rather than,the relationship between my dad & my mom,
it's the relationship between you & me...
Even when I bother myself about their relationship, I can't make my own baby with the relationship,
it's surely being a fool for one's pains..."
" Hahahahhaha "
"Hahahahahaha"
" Surely, we love each other, but making baby with you is too early, isn't it ? "
" Right.. I want to enjoy my era of being single still now, too.."
" Alright, I will make sure on if my younger brother actually has fetched the lingerie of my mom's left on the garden,
without his confusing it with the towel..., This is how I enjoy , the era of my being single.."
" Haha...You have filial piety to your mom..., as good son.."
" I love you..."
" I love you.."
" Bye.."
" Bye.."
The older son hangs up the phone.
( This is fiction story )
by ida sakura
" Dad.." The older son says. It's at dinner.
" Dad, I see there's something left on the garden...at the rear of your back...out of the window..."
" What ? "
His dad of psychiatrist turns back to the window to see the garden.
The older son says " What's that... ? I can't see it well...from the seat that I'm at , now..."
His dad of psychiatrist says " That must be...towel.., It's under the clothes prop, so it must be laundry hanged out outside, falling down on the ground.."
The older son says " But..dad..it's too small as towel.. I think it's not the towel.."
His dad of psychiatrist strains his eyes " If it's not the towel, then what is it..? "
His dad of psychiatrist who strains his eyes, makes his face get closer to the window.
"That is..your mom's ligerie..
When she hanged out the laundry outside, it fell down on the ground, ...Without noticing it, she
must have taken in other laundry, letting it as it is.."
His dad of psychiatrist turns back , returning to the original posture, keeps eating dinner.
" Dad, why don't you fetch it, though it's left on the garden..!?"
" Fetch ??"
" Right..fetch..you..dad...fetch it.."
"Why me..?"
" Why ?!?! Of course it's because , it's my mom's lingerie..
If we leave it as it is, her lingerie is very pitiful, also she is pitiful..
After all, dad , you should fetch it.."
His dad of psychiatrist keeps eating dinner
"You fetch it. "
The older son gets surprised " Me ?! Why me ?!"
" Because you first noticed it, so you fetch it."
" What ?! It's strange that I should fetch it because I first noticed it, dad.."
" What's strange.. ?"
" What's strange ?? Because that is ...that is ..my mom's lingerie..,It's unmistakably my mom's lingerie...
My mom is...How do I say.., that is ...my mom is your woman, dad....
I have my own girl friend. I fetch the one of my girl friend's, when it's my girl friend's one,
but it's my mom's ..., so you who have possessive right for my mom, should fetch it. "
His dad of psychiatrist still keeps eating dinner & says
" I don't think so. You who noticed it first, fetch it. "
" What ?! you say..you don't think so ?!?!
You said so just now ? Dad ..what does it mean ??"
His dad of psychiatrist says " Mean ?? What do you mean by your saying "" What does it mean ??""
The older son says " That is..that is.. I ask you now...
you said just now "" I don't think so "" is because you don't think
my mom is your woman, & she's the woman whose possessive right you have,
& you who have possessive right for her, should fetch the lingerie of hers,
or..you said "" I don't think so "" is because you think you admit it...you admit that
it's you that have possessive right for her, but you think you don't have possessive right for her ligerie.
or...it's merely..
you said "" I don't think so "" against my opinion that I said just now.. that if it's my girl friend's lingeri, I fetch it,
but as long as it's my mom's lingerie,dad has to fetch it,
is because you think, it's the first priority in you, that I first noticed it & I have to
fetch it..or...you said so because you don't want to see it anyway..."
His dad of psychiatrist keeps eating dinner & says
"..Your mom ..in the eyes of the law..in the eyes of the family register..
still now, means my wife..
If it's applicable to your phrase that the one who has possessive right for your mom...
I ..in the eye of law, family register..
I admit that I have possessive right for your mom, but
I don't think I have possessive right for my fetching your mom's lingerie, left on the garden,
& that's my garden, titular of it is me nominally..
Your mom's lingerie 's being left on the garden or not,
it doesn't matter much, as long as I don't care it.
On that meaning, I said "" I don't think so "" to you..
so you who noticed first your mom's lingerie left on the garden,
fetch it. "
The older son says " It's the answer common among doctors, dad,
It sounds perfect, right answer logically, but it's as flat as pancake as stale..being too faultless.."
His dad of psychiatrist says " Doctor is not the occupation that diagnose patients, on the point of whether the diagnose is not stale or not.
It's the occuaption that diagnose patients on the meaning of whether the diagnose is right or not logically."
Of course, you may know such easy thing. "
The older son says " I know it. I know such easy thing.
but dad, in case there's my mom in front of us now, she necessarily will say that
she wants you that have possessive right for her....
to fetch her lingerie..
& she's not my woman, but your woman, your wife..
the woman that you have possessive right for her,
so it's inevitable that she asks you to fetch her lingerie.
Dad, for making my mom delighted, you should fetch it.
Why can't you understand it, dad ??"
His dad of psychiatrist keeps eating dinner, & says
" Can't you think you who noticed first, there's your mom's lingerie
left on the garden, should fetch it ?
In case there's not your mom, but your girl friend , in front of us now,
when she sees your taking the troubles to fetch your mom's lingerie , left on the garden,
she thinks your courage lifted you in her eyes, & your value in the eyes of her, rises...
For making your girl friend delighted , you who noticed first mom's lingerie, left on the garden,
fetch it .
& I have a bit of my own work to get down to.. at home,today so I go now.."
His dad of psychiatrist leaves the seat,& goes to his den.
There, the younger son comes. It's when he goes back to home, from his work.
The younger son says " What 's the matter , bro ??"
The older son says "" Badly....very badly...as discovery..
The way dad treated our mom's lingerie..is very badly..
As you said , there's the symptom that his heart 's much inclined to the woman,
other than our mom..because I saw he 's not excited about our mom's lingerie, at all..."
" Our mom's lingerie?!?! What are you talking about..?
You told me such kind of plan to ingestigate dad before ?? & this is one of them ?? "
The older son says " Anyway, Do me a favor,
I'm supposed to call my girl friend now,
Please take in the towel left on the garden,of the laundery.."
The older son leaves the seat, goes back to his room.
( This is fiction story )
飯田さくら著
精神科医はしばらう沈黙し、こう言う ” なぜ、 そう思うんだい ？”
”、、、なぜって、 あなたが言ったからよ、、 心では、 私の最大の価値である、私
遺伝子レベルで愛していたのは、それではなく、医学だったって、、
医者として 優秀な、俺の遺伝子をきちんと受け継いだ医者の息子を、君との性交で、持
君との間に、愛のギブ アンド テイクが きちんと成り立っていたなかったからだ、、
もし、俺が、このことにすでき気づいていたら、、君との性交で 遺伝子レベルの愛の
成り立たず、 俺の医者としての有能な遺伝子を受け継いだ息子達が 生まれてこないと
そうあなたが 言ったからよ。、、
つまり、、言い換えれば、あなた、、、気づいたのよ、、
医者として、優秀な俺の遺伝子をきちんと受け継いだ医者の息子を、性交でもうけるため
愛の ギブ アンド テイクが きちんと成り立っていればいいって、、、
そして、今、、、あなたは、そのことに すでに気づいているから、、
相手の女性との性交で 愛の ギブ アンド テイクが
成り立てば、俺の医者としての 有能な 遺伝子を受け継いだ息子達が生まれてこないと
あなたが そのことに、すでに気づいたのは、、理由があるはずだわ、、
その理由が 彼女の存在だったのね、、
あなたの 患者の存在、、
彼女に出会って、、、あなた、、、直感的に、彼女のことを、、、遺伝子レベルで 愛せ
この病気の患者は、 経済的に、自立できない人が多いから、、彼女の中にあって、あな
財産でもないはず、、、
そして、たとえ、彼女の親が、私の親のように財産があろうと、、
彼女の中にあって、 あなたの目をとらえたものが、それだけであったなら、、、それは
あなたは、彼女に出会って 彼女のなかの 何かに 大きく開眼し、 医者として 優
医者の息子を 性交で もうけるために、、、相手の女性との間に 遺伝子レベルで 愛
気づくことは なかったはず、、でも 私の勘では、 彼女の親に 大きな財産なんて
彼女の親に 大きな 財産があるなら、 彼女にもっと ふさわしい 身分も財産もある
そして、 そういう交際をするような女性にきちんと育てるでしょうから、、、
、、彼女のなかにあって、、あなたの 目を とらえたものが、、、彼女の財産でもなく
一体、、彼女のなかの何が、 あなたの目を とらえたというの、、？ 私にはなくて、
一体、彼女の中の 何が、 あなたに 直感的に 彼女のことを 遺伝子レベルで 愛せ
、、彼女が 患者だから、、、ただそれだけの理由だっていうの、、？
たとえ、彼女が、、、彼女自身が なにも財産をもたず、、
彼女の親も 財産を持っていなくても、、、その何も持たない 彼女が たったひとつ、
あなたに、、直感的に彼女のことを遺伝子レベルで 愛せると思わせたの、、、？ ”
精神科医は空を見つめて言う
”、、そうだろうね、、
僕が遺伝子レベルで 彼女のことを愛せると直感的に 感じるためには、僕の遺伝子が
僕の遺伝子が、生まれついての医者の遺伝子がそうであるように、 常に、病に苦しむ患
ひとりでも多くの 病に苦しむ患者を、救うために、病気のことを より深く知らなくて
ということを 常に 考え、、、
そういう風に、 患者の 病を 深く理解したうえで、 ひとりでも多くの患者を救うた
医学を 何よりも愛する遺伝子である限り、 精神病を 患っている、患者としての彼女
病を できるだけ 早く 治してほしいと思う、患者としての彼女の 遺伝子に 呼応し
互いの遺伝子が 互いに 愛の対象として 愛したいと思っているものを愛し、 その遺
が成り立った上で 性交を 行わなければ、 きちんと オスの有能な 遺伝子を 子孫
それが 正しい 遺伝子どうしの 呼応なんだ、、”
”、、あなた、、せめて、、彼女の若さだといってほしかったわ、、
あなたに、、、直感的に、、彼女のことを 遺伝子レベルで愛せると 思わせたものが、
せめて、彼女の若さだと いってほしかったのよ、、、
そうすれば、、そうすれば、、
私にはなくて、、彼女が もっていたもので、、
あなたの 目をとらえたものが、、、
若い娘なら、 誰でももっている、若さだと思えたわ、、、
たとえ 彼女ではなくても、、 若い娘であれば、 ほかの誰もが、一様にしてもってい
そうすれば、、私は まだ、 こんな痛みを、 こんなにも 深く 感じずにすんだのに
私には なくて、 彼女にはあった、、あなたの目を とらえた なにかが、、、
私から あなたを 奪いさる この 痛みに、 こんなにも うちひしがれることが な
”ちがう、、、
彼女のもっていた、若さだけでは、、、君の中の 最大の価値である、君の親の財産を
私は、 若い娘なら、 誰でも一様に もっている若さだけに、、、
永久不滅になることはない、 独身娘の 若さだけに、、、
生きるうえで 最も 大切な 金を 上回るほどの、 価値を見出すことなんて 出来な
僕は そこまで 無分別で、 計算高さに 欠けた男では ないんだよ、、、”
”彼女が、 患者だからという 理由だけで、 あなたが 深く 彼女を愛したというの
この世に 同じ病の 患者は ごまんといるわ、、
もしそうなら、 私にはなくて、、彼女がもっていたもので、、あなたの目をとらえたも
たとえ 彼女ではなくても、、患者であれば ほかの 誰もが 一様にしてもっている
そうすれば、、私にはなくて、あなたにはあった、 あなたの目をとらえたなにかが、、
私から あなたを 奪い去るこの痛みに、 この痛みに こんなにも うちひしがれるこ
”、、、ちがうんだよ、、、
それも、ちがうんだよ、、、いいか、よく聞くんだ、、
たとえ、 この世に 同じ病の患者が ごまんといようとも、、
君には なくて、 彼女がもっていたもので、、 私の目を とらえたものは、、
たとえ 彼女でなくても、 患者であれば、 ほかの誰もが 一様にして もっている
事実だけではない、、
ほかの どの同じ病の患者も、 俺にとって、、、彼女の代わりになれるというわけでは
彼女が持っていて、、、私の遺伝子に 遺伝子レベルで 愛の呼応を しかけてくるもの
彼女が ただ、病をもっているという事実だけではない、、
彼女が 病のために、、非常に弱弱しい側面をもっている存在であると同時に、、、
彼女が 病を持っている人らしからぬ、、非常に マイペースな側面を持っている 存在
たとえ、 病のために、 健常者と同じ条件で 社会で 働けないという、ハンディはあ
彼女が 健常者以上に、 マイペースで 生きているところが、 俺は 彼女を 愛して
”マイペースだからという理由で、、、それで、 正妻から 夫を 奪うのは、、とんだ
精神科医は言う
”落ち着きなさい、、いいかい、よく聞きなさい、、、
この病において、 彼女のもっている 病において、、
マイペースに生きることが いかに 大切か、 君は よく理解していないようだね、、
まず、 そのことが いかに価値あることかを、君に知ってもらうために、俺は 今から
（この小説はフィクションであり、実在する人物、団体名とは、関係ありません）
by ida sakura
On that day, two sons of the psychiatrist are talking to each other.
" Bro, Do you know that our dad was reading a book about how to build house ?
I saw he was reading it.."
" A book about how to build house ?! Why now as afresh?!
He doesn't have to build house any more. We have already our house where we live together with our mom."
"& I feel it's really strange... Doesn't he hide something from us ? "
" Hide something !?! "
" For example, he met someone that he wants to build house for..."
" It cannot be...
Our dad's work is a doctor...,
Our dad who is engaged in the occupation doctor which stands for mass of emblem of logic & order,
cannot do such a thing that is out of order ?
Don't you know that he's a man of integrity ?"
" Well, he's a man of integrity in front of us all the time, & says always right things to us, but after all, he's been very strange recently,
I feel that he's trying to keep distance from our mom,intentionally,
Don't you feel so , bro ? "
Dubiously the older son says.
" Well, I might feel so when you let me know about it...
but it doesn't mean that he met new girl friend that is such an efficient existence to him enough to shake belief in the relationship between our mom & dad..
Our mom & dad have been a good ideal couple for many years, as mandarin duck..
Such a good couple cannot meet crisis like that..
Isn't it just a temporary quarrel or something ?! "
" ...No, I don't think so. "
" Why ? "
" Because our mom said "" When I married your dad, I was trying to make him adopted husband.""
She said her parents were capitalist, & they hoped that making him adopted husband, making him inherit her parent's family name,
she should marry him on that condition, & they persistently denied that she marry him without making him change his latter name to the one of her parent's family name,
saying it's because he should be adopted husband for her, on the other hand,
our dad was unwilling to change his latter name to the one of her parent's family name,
for marriage with her as adopeted husband, & he was wondering if he should stop marrying her...
Our mom must have devoted herself too much to him...
Our mom desperately asked to her parents of capitalist,to build a new house for him, to live with him ,
that is ..this house that we live in now..., just for jollying him into marrying her.
& he stopped incurring his displeasure, & finally bro, you were born to this world as their baby in the stomache of our mom , in the intercourse with him, right away in this house..
That is, our dad was very happy to get a new house on free,wasn't he?
That dad, now seems to have a plan to build a new house, paying out of his pocket for the cost of it,
Suppose, he builds, he may build it on the vacancy that he has, as surplus estate,
Why our dad who was willing to get a new house on free, when he married our mom,
now seems to have a plan to build a new house, paying out of his pocket for the cost of it ?
There's no choice for me but to think that he met a new woman that he wants to build a new house for ..."
" Other than our mom?!?!"
" Right. Other than our mom..."
" Who is it? Who 's the woman that our dad wants to build a new house for ...?!"
" I don't know exactly...but as possibility, it may be his patient..."
" Patient ?!?!
Our dad cheats on his patient & now he tries to build a new house for her,
...paying out of his pocket for the cost of it .. ?!"
" Yes, as possibility, it's not impossible that we think so,
Those who have many points of contact are only co-workers, doctor, or the patients.
Suppose, our dad's partner is not a patient, but a doctor,
Our mom is a fine psychiatrist, & it's enough to him,
In this case, we cannot find any motives that he tries to find a new partner of doctor other than our mom,
Moreover, our dad's appetite is not the woman emitting the atomosphere of frivolous who only has big breast, & big hip as her charm..
His appetite should be the refined woman of tender hearted aspect, & intelligence both
just like our mom is ...
Our dad cannot show his interest toward the woman excessively being out of his appetite,
In short, as my expectation, his partner would be the woman who is refined on the meaning of
both tender hearted, & intelligent, just like our mom is, & that is his patient..."
" Great expectation.. You did a great job in this expectation, as you,
...as you of waiter, that move your hands & legs only without moving your brain much, usually.."
" What ?!?! Bro, you 're an actor that moves your mouth only...
also!!
It's supervisor that moves his brain much, & it's an actor that moves his mouth only..
I think it's wrong that you talk back to me like that .."
" Well, well, please Don't make your blood is up that way too much..
I just commended you for your expectation in our dad's partner, looking like not too bad,
I just praised you.."
" I suspect it..."
" Believe me.."
"Well, anyway, it's almost sure that our dad's heart seems to incline to the woman other than our mom...bro."
" Ok...Ok... it sounds amusing movement..."
"Amusing movement?!
If you say it's amusing movement, it means our mom is really pitiful...
As long as this story is truth, she must stew about it a lot "
" Of course, she must..
but we shouldn't meddle in our parents's private affair...
Even if we meddle in it, it's our dad himself that decides with who he lives his life as his old age, in his declining years...
All we can do in front of our parents's private affair, as their son, is just watching how it goes.."
" Bro, Do you enjoy it, watching it ? with thinking it should be amusing development..?! "
" That's about it... To me, this is just one of spectacles.."
" Bro!!! It's your bad habit that you jest everything for making them amusing for you!
You have to take more serious attitude toward this affair...I tell you so..."
" Well, well, Don't make your blood up again,
Jesting our dad or not jesting our dad,
first let's probe his movement... We should get down to the work about it.
As long as we observe him very well, we could give our mom good advice..
& we first, investigate his movement.."
" But...how... ask him directly ? He won't tell us anything about it even when we ask him.."
" No, I have a good idea...Come here "
The older son whispers in the younger son's ear.
(This is fiction story )
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